The darkness to which I sold my soul...

So it is no surprise that I babble on endlessly about Transformers on this blog, but there was a time when such would not have been the case... however, my love was rekindled by the newest incarnation of the animated television show and at this time, I had decided to rope my ever-loving girlfriend into my obsession... little had I realize the depths I would be forced to lower myself into to accomplish this goal...

It began simply enough at first. A year prior I had taken her to the Michael Bay film, and she seemed genuinely intrigued, but not yet ready to leap onto the Transformers band wagon... so, when I was watching the first episode of Transformers Animated, I came across one singular moment that I saw as the gateway to hooking her in and making her slave to the cybertronian gods:


A simple image, yes, but... given some of my beloved's interests in fiction, namely those of a homosexual nature... that small shading of red on Bumblebee's cheeks-- that in all honesty, I have still yet to discern as to WHY it was there.-- was the one thing that could win her over.

...I think it was then, deep in the pit of my soul that I knew what was to come... as though a premonition... I felt a heavy hand on my heart, and a whisper in my mind telling me that once the doorway was open... it would never be closed.

I stepped through it regardless. And the obsession began as I detailed it in my blog before, those small little drabbles of toys I mentioned before have grown, filling shelves and desks to the brim with small, mechanical dieties... and yet, I was not yet satisfied with just the small victories... so I introduced her to Beast Wars, as I mentioned before as well. I used similar tactics, finding the two characters she would identify with, find the most plausible way to construe a relationship with, and now...


now....



Eh Gods...

what have I done....

I admit that I used tactics to decieve her into falling for the pairing above, some I thought merely a clever ruse that would remain undiscovered while her love for Transformers grew... but now, her power exceeds even my own...she is corrupting me... showing me what were once clever ruses... leave very real questions unanswered...

I am undone....

~Signing off